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Risking love, part 4 – finding hope

After my day of emotional purging, I was ready to reunite with my girl. Worries crept into my mind as I patiently rode the train down to where she lived. There was palpable distance between us now, and I feared … Continue reading

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Risking love, part 3 – the purge

…And so began my quest to purge my emotions and hopefully arrive in a place where I feel more whole, forgiving, and accepting of myself, my limitations, and my dilemma with my girl… My purging journey lasted an entire day … Continue reading

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Risking love, part 2 – the complication

“Once upon a time there was this man, this man that I fell for –who I shared an electricity with.” Months ago and all along the way she warned me: “It was so real and so powerful that I can’t … Continue reading

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Home from the hospital

My blog has seen nary a post of late thanks, in part, to my recent glorious experience with a botched appendectomy which resulted in me having to stay in the hospital for over a week. Experiences like hospital visits can … Continue reading

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Tapping into a channel

Some Asian cultures believe that creativity comes into being from forces external to the self; the self is just a channel through which creativity flows. If you try to praise one of the people who believes this, they might give … Continue reading

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